Bipolar (Single)

by Idols Of Apathy

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Single from new Ep 'Life Lessons' being released on the 4th of December.

lyrics

Why should I keep on breathing, when life was fixed to kick the chair
Dig up the dirt and bury, I need to know why I'm here
Cut out my eyes and wear them, so you can see inside my head
They tried to save my body, but I was already dead

I was already dead
You wanna hurt me?
Sleepless we are, I'm infected to point of self made hate
Dig up the dirt and bury me, the sickness is real
Stop crying because I'm done with caring

This lust to fail removes the thrill of my life
These thoughts are best left to swing
In every rorschach I see pain, loss and suffering
I don't feel safe, I don't feel safe, I don't feel safe in my skin
Theses thoughts are best left to swing
You wanna hurt me? I cannot keep on fighting, slowly I am realising nothing can make these feelings die
Refine from opening your eyes, I don't feel safe in my skin
I don't feel safe in my mind

But I'm not giving up yet, I will wait forever, oh I will wait forever,
Bound to this corpse that only weighs me down
The answers are clear, I'm hurting more than ever
Fuel these veins, it lives everlasting

You wanna hurt me? You wanna cry to spite love and die young
Shut up, this is my choice, no
Self blaming waste created, you wanna cry to spite love and die young? Shut up

Fuck love, Get hated

Stay away from me, I said to stay away from me
Why don't you fucking listen? These problems are my own
I cannot share the blame

These problems are my own and I just need to be alone
Help me see, these problems are my own, I don't feel safe in my skin
I don't feel safe here now that I have, I have walked through the shadows
Enlightened senses through the fear of giving in
I have, I have watched every sunrise
How can you live when content with dreaming? Wake

Wake up, you've been dreaming I overheard
There is a light, there is a hope, these are the lessons I've learnt

Enter the depths of my mind, sleepless we are
This taste of hate no longer burns
You don't know who we are, we are the voice, the hurt, the pain, the faithless that none of you deserved

I told, I begged, it's not that hard to listen
These problems are my own
It's time for you to feel my pain,
Now not every door is the right one
I've sat in rooms with my nightmares for years on end
Always an overreaction I can't control
A second violence that's made it's home in my head.

Wake up, you've been dreaming I overheard
There is a light in the darkness of your words
Wake up you've been dreaming I overheard
There is a light, a hope, a lesson learnt

These are the lessons I've learnt

Let me be me, there is a light in this darkness beyond belief
It's clear to see from the hurt, these are the lessons I've learnt
Always an overreaction I can't control, a second violence thats made it's home in my head

Dig up the dirt and bury me, the sickness is real
Stop crying because I'm done with caring

credits

released November 9, 2015
Filmed & produced by ZakPinchinMedia

Music produced by Daniel Kerr at Avenue Studios

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